Well. I owe everyone of my loyal and demanding readers a monstrous, enormous, and emphatic apology. I have been a bad blogger and it's tearing me up inside. Truth be told, I actually have a bunch of ideas that I want incorporate into the site to make it overwhelmingly fantastic, instead of merely mind-numbingly compelling (--which it hasn't been for quite some time, I know). A lot of the stuff I want to do involves scripting, photos and even music, so I've just been a slug and stopped blogging altogether. And once the blogging stops, that's when the music truly dies. Now, I'm not making any crazy promises here that I know I can't keep, like showering everyday, or waking up before 12:00, or even blogging twice a week, but I want you to know that I'm still here and I'm caning myself internally, moreso than any Phillipeno policeman could physically cane a bread thief. Anyway, there's a lot that I have been meaning to talk about:my trip to Thailand, angry lady-boys, Matrix Reloaded, my continuing search for meaning in homogenic, diversity-devoid landscape. Mainly I want to talk about lady-boys. Basically, I'm trying to get all the technical stuff straight (Caleb:contact me immediately) before I get into the blogging in earnest, but I still appreciate people checking out the site regularly and it's shitty that I don't update more frequently. That's all. I'm sorry.